Yeah, when?

Min syrra har fått bebisar!


Oh yeah... I forgot to tell you: My sisters cat has had her babies now! Five little kittens. I'm gonna visit them next month and it will be so hard not to take one of them home. I'm not a cat person, but I do love kittens.
I'm not gay
Rostam is probably the funniest person I know. I laugh more and more each time he sends me his videos. Laugh or be lame!
Tired as a motherfucker


Damn this morning was fucked up! I woke up by the sound of Emma saying "SHIT!" and getting up. Then I went out with Milton and got home about 2 hours later. I'm still not awake and totally lost in my head, haha! How did your morning start?
Everyday is like sunday

Pizza craving

I really reaaally want pizza today, but I want it from the place where I lived before and it takes about 2 hours to get there. FML!
Sick of the snow



Ingen snö i stan, men massor hos mig. / No snow in the city center, but it's plenty where I live.
I've been hanging out with Emma these past couple of days and it was so fucking cold yesterday. I hate the fact that it's super cold now. It should be winter in december, not now! Oh well... what are you up to?
Where is my mind?

I don't know what to blog about. Don't feel like blogging at all right now. I don't even know what I should write about. Any ideas?
Ended up in Stockholm

Anledningen till varför jag åkte till Stockholm. / The reason I went to Stockholm.


Emma got here this saturday and kicked me out, haha! I went to Stockholm while she took care of Milton. I had a great time there, so it was worth it despite that fucking rush hour while getting home again.
Milton got attacked by two dogs
Det sjukaste var att hon inte sa någonting. Ägaren alltså. Jag fick iväg Milton och ställde mig en bit bort för att se om hon skulle be om ursäkt eller dylikt, men nej... ingenting. Hon tog inte ens tag i hundarna, utan gick in i porten som om ingenting hade hänt.

Long story short: Milton got attacked by two dogs yesterday. They growled, barked and pushed him, but thankfully there was no biting involved. Probably 'cause Milton is the nicest dog ever and just stood there instead of getting aggressive (like almost every other dog would). And the worst thing was that the owner didn't do anything. I had to pull Milton away to get away from them and the owner didn't say a shit to me. She just walked inside when I got Milton away from them. I don't even wanna think about what could've happened if Milton wasn't this nice. I mean... he didn't even bark! It could've gone so bad. Asshole!
I look weird without cheek piercings...

I don't have a new pic right now since I was sick as a motherfucker yesterday (mostly this night). I'm okay now though, but I'll take it super easy anyway and watch ice hockey or something. What are you up to?
Seven pillows

About the seven pillows: They're not all in one pile! It's two "piles" with three pillows each and one extra pillow, so my neck is fine. I sleep on the couch a lot though, since it feels so lonely when I sleep in the bed. Oh well... how many pillows do you have?
Ugly is the new cute?

Syrrans katt Chappe (Chaplin) är dräktig och tydligen stor som en kula. Syrran tror att ungarna kommer vara supersöta. Jag vet inte om jag är av samma åsikt... Vad tror ni efter att ha sett den här bilden på Chappe som liten? Hahaha!
My sisters cat is having babies. She thinks they'll be super cute, but look at the pic of Chappe (Chaplin) as a kitten. Hahaha!
10 questions - 10 answers


Något mer ni vill veta? Anything else you wanna know?
Calm before the storm

Den här bilden togs innan jag fick en energikick och började dansa vid fyra-tiden inatt. Emma reagerade genom att fråga vad det är för fel på mig och gå och lägga sig (hon var här inatt)... Haha! Det är så jag rullar.
This pic was taken around 4 AM before I started dancing and Emma asked what's wrong with me. Haha! That's how I roll!
The best thing

The worst thing

The worst thing with an awesome weekend is not being able to sleep after it...
Bleaching my brain out
Vad hittar ni på då?


Bilderna är inte tagna idag. The pics are not taken today.
Bleaching my hair right now and after that I'll have to go to the doctor, do a little bit of cleaning, buy food and so on. But it's okay, 'cause I can't wait for tonight! This might be the last post before the weekend when I "disappear".
What are you guys up to?
If it's going to be real winter soon...
En mössa och två halsdukar. Ni vet sånadär "ringar" som man trär på runt halsen? En sådan som på bilden i förra inlägget.
A hat and two scarves. The kind that is like an O you put around your neck. Like the pic in the post before this one.
Mössan var vikt och ihopsydd så. Jag som gillar hängiga mössor tog fram saxen och fixade det. Mycket bättre! (se bild nedan)
The hat was sewn like this, but since I prefer bigger hats I decided to cut it. Much better! (watch the pic below)
My head is somewhere else

People have been complaining about the lack of updates, but I've been focusing on other things. I'm gonna upload a pic or two of the order I talked about before though. Somewhere between all the cleaning. This weekend is going to be awesome.
Full moon

Full moon today. As if I didn't have enough trouble sleeping? I might as well just stop trying. Good morning!
I really wanna eat...

How the hell do you make yourself eat? I still can't eat much more than crisps right now and it has started to really affect me now. I would die just to be able to eat a sandwich, but I feel ill if I try. I think I know the reason and then I just have to wait it out.
Please Mr Postman...

Waiting waiting waiting... I hate weekends. I want my order NOW!
Who the fuck knocks on my door?!
Det roligaste var att jag pratade med Erika och sa att det är skönt att Milton aldrig skäller. Precis efter det skäller han till på grund av dörrklockan. Mer som ett högt morrande dock, men ändå! Hahaha!

Det här är utan tvekan den bästa bilden som någonsin har tagits på mig och Alex. Haha!
This is the best picture ever of me and Alex. Without a doubt. Haha!
I got a surprise visitor today. Milton growled when the doorbell rang and I had no idea who it was, but I was happy to find out that it was Alex. A good surprise when I just got up! He couldn't stay for long though, so I just showed him the apartment and then I walked him to Läkerol arena since he's gonna watch the ice hockey game between Brynäs and Färjestad. We support different teams, so I hope Alex gets disappointed today, haha!
Hardcore winter or nothing!

It feels like shit that I never get up before this time nowadays, but there's no reason to get up when it's always dark and the snow comes and goes. I want spring! Or at least tons of snow. How hard can it be? Does anyone agree with me?
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!


Milton is the shit
OK seriously, look at this video to see what Milton can do. HAHAHA!
A serbian film


Sitter och väntar på att Emma ska komma hit så att vi kan prata sönder och se någon film som hon ville se. Är det någon av er som har sett A serbian film? Är den bra?
Sitting here waiting for Emma to get here so we can catch up and watch a film. Have any of you seen A serbian film? Is it good?
Wanna get a piercing?
Ta med en festis (eller annan sockrig dryck)!
När man är nervös spänner sig kroppen ordentligt och när man sedan slappnar av finns risken att man blir svimfärdig. Därför kan det vara bra att ha något sockrigt att kicka igång kroppen med. Choklad funkar bra det med. Socker socker socker!
Om du är supernervös är det även bra om du sitter kvar tills kroppen har lugnat ner sig. Lägg dig ner om du känner dig yr!

Everyone should think about this since the body can be a bit tricky, but it's extra good to think about it if you're nervous about getting pierced: Bring something sugary to drink! When you relax after being tensed (nervous) you might feel like you're gonna faint, so it's good to give your body a quick kick back to normal. Chocolate works too. Basically anything with lots of sugar. And if you're super nervous you can always tell the piercer that you need to sit (or lie down) 'til your body calms down.
"Something is wrong"

I can't sleep. I didn't sleep a shit last night and then I met this nurce that thinks my mind/body/whatever isn't working as it should. He said a lot of stuff, but I can't remember much at all right now. I just wish I could sleep. I don't know what to do though, 'cause it seems like they have to do something with the substances in my body. Hormons or something like that. Whatever that means... If it has to do with medicine I'll have to give him a big fat no-no.
It's something special about trees...

Det här är vad jag satt uppe och höll på med natten till 2012. Bilden är dock långt ifrån klar och jag är inte nöjd alls.
This is what I did the night before 2012. It's far from done though and I'm not pleased at all.
Cute little baby

HAHAHAHHA! Jag kan inte sluta skratta när jag ser den här bilden på mig och Ukki (morfar på finska). Vad fan hände?!
HAHAHAHHA! I can't stop laughing at this pic of me and Ukki (grandpa in finnish). What the fuck happened?!
Welcome world!
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Innan nyårsafton bestämde jag mig för att börja göra bloggen lite mer internationell i år med tanke på att jag har läsare från lite överallt i världen. Google Translate är ju inte mycket att lita på. Jag glömde dock bort det, så jag såg till att fixa det nu innan jag lägger mig. Hoppas att det inte ska besvära er något!
Before New Years Eve I decided to make my blog a bit more international since I know that some of you don't understand swedish. I mean, Google Translate can't be much of a help. So since I forgot to fix it I did it this night and from now on I'll write everything in both swedish and english. The english part will probably be a little bit shorter though since I don't want every post to be a wall of text. Anyway... I hope this feels better for you!
What to do, what to do?

I'm sick of my hair, but I'm not sure what to do. I want it long and fluffy and maybe pink again. Or maybe something inspired by dreads (don't ask, I can't explain). I'm actually trying to convince my sis to get dreads. Let's hope I win, OK?
I can't eat...

I can't eat, just crisps and popcorn. I tried pineapple today, but that didn't work. I just felt ill. I usually get this with sandwiches and even though I love crisps I would prefer to live on sandwiches. Anyone with the same problem?
Look-alikes

Min kusin Canel och Bailee Madison. Hade önskat att jag hade en bättre bild på Canel, men är dom inte sjukt lika?
My cousin Canel and Bailee Madison. I wish I had a better pic of Canel, but don't they look the same?
Miltons problems

Som jag nämnt några gånger förut har Milton haft problem med höften, vilket har gjort att han inte kunnat gå på ena benet och därmed förlorat musklerna. Mer om det HÄR. Nu har det gått ett bra tag sedan operationen och han går numera normalt. Som en liten bonus började han dessutom äta normalt strax efter operationen (för er som inte vet det så matvägrade han en hel del förut), så jag slipper oroa mig för det mer. Han lägger på sig sakta men säkert. Jag vill inte övergöda han så att han blir överviktig istället. Däremot måste vi byta tillbaka till hans gamla foder, eftersom det var bättre för honom.
Sjukt skönt att slippa åka till veterinären hela tiden! Nu hoppas jag att vi slipper mer olyckor/problem ett bra jävla tag framöver.
Milton had to go through surgery 'cause of his hip a while ago and since then he's been walking better and better each day and he's now walking like he should. And not only that, he eats a lot better too (he needs to gain a little weight).
My best friend is back

Igår kväll bestämde jag mig för att måla naglarna och POFF så fick jag cravings gällande kreativitet, så jag drog fram pennor och papper, la mig på golvet och bara tecknade. Jag blev inte nöjd med någonting, men det sket jag i. Det var bara så jävla skönt att kladda. Jag har haft noll inspiration och motivation till att teckna, men idag ville jag bara måla (något jag egentligen inte tycker om) och teckna hela världen. Det var som att jag fick tillbaka en stor del av mig själv, en del som jag har saknat hela det här året.
Bilden är från gymnasiet (jag till vänster), den tid då jag förmodligen var som mest kreativ. Jag mådde inget vidare då, men kreativiteten gjorde att jag ändå kände mig fri. Det är det värsta med att jag är så kreativ, att livet står still utan den. Hela mitt liv och vad jag gör måste vara kreativt för att jag ska fungera, annars ruttnar jag.
Last night after painting my nails I got my creativity back. It's like I got a part of myself back now, a part that I've missed for this whole year. I don't function without creativity.
Happy new year!


Här svullas det chips och guacamole. Milton har hittills varit lugn gällande fyrverkerierna. Det var han förra året också. Vi får se hur det blir nu när alla kommer smälla. Jag oroar mig inte, så han håller sig nog lugn. Många hundar blir ju rädda för att deras matte/husse är oroliga. Eller om dom blir lämnade ensamma...
Gott nytt år allihopa!
I'm eatings crisps and guacamole. Milton is fine with the fireworks and I'm pretty sure he won't freak out when there's tons of them. Most dogs get afraid if people are worried or leave them alone and that won't happen here. Oh well... Happy new year!
